Lvin's Diary

ATC/STC

2010-06-24T22:45:00.001+08:00

1st ATC of the year 2010, Area 8
1st STC of the year 2010, Area 11

Random thoughts

2010-01-19T21:30:00.002+08:00

I don't know why, but friends just seems to be so important to me.

Brothers: They are people who listen to me, give me advise when i am in the midst of troubles.

CI-mates: They are some cool people who share the same interest and me, its a place you can find people who are hyper, responsible and discipline. It's always fun to be around them.

Everytime we see each other during HQ's event, I always don't bear to leave them, because I really don't know when I will get to see them again. They are also my motivation to go for HQ events. They are also the factor why I have passion in NP again (another reason is bcox of my favourite squad)

NPCONCC: I don't know why, but its just comfortable to be with them, we know each other habit well and know each other well enough that message don't have to be said in order to get it across. It's feels good even if we are just slacking around doing nothing.

Poly-mates: They are essestial bunch of people who keep me occupied and entertained during breaks and schools

Frisbee-mates: I don't even know if I am still in the team because I still have passion for frisbee, or just because of my mates. Because everytime I feel like giving up, I will thought of them and imagine how they would look at me when they know that I quit and that keeps me going.

But I did not lost my interest in this sports, just that maybe its the environment that turn me off?

I just seems to behave differently infront of different people.
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Everytime when I am happy that I just get to meet my CI-mates, just had a talk with my brothers, just went out with NPCONCC not long ago....

I will fear that, I might lose them the next second.

Becuase I know that I can't win the world over a night, but I might lose my life in 1 second.

PAIN

2010-01-05T23:33:00.002+08:00

Pple will nt rmb ur misery, bcox they've gt their own life 2 deal wid. The rest of the world hav moved on, u shld try 2.

Does people even care about how much effort others have put in? They only judge how well each individual are able to performance but no1 care about how much effort you have put it

They just tell you to keep PUSHING, they don't even give a damn if you have reached your limit or not. They insult you with words, telling you that you SUCKS without condsidering if you are TRYING or not.

sometimes, all you need is a pat from the back and little motivation.

I am sorry, but I have tried my best.. Its the first time I cramp so badly... Really sorry, I don't even know if I can still do it anymore. I am not a quitter and I don't like to quit, I have been trying but I think I have reached my limit.

p.s. I am really sorry if my performance upset you or dissapointed you, but I really tried to be who you wanted me to be.

Short Short post, big big thoughts

2009-09-14T14:34:00.003+08:00

- Lost a lot of weight

- Met Darren and Bryan last Monday
- Had a long chat with Bryan from 11pm+ to around 2am?

- Confuse if what I am fighting for, is what I want?

- I always feel comfortable with all the laughter when NPCONCC is around

- Working at NYP Cheers gave me the opportnuity to meet alot of people

- Last Friday we had lots of laughter at Cheers as every makes stupid act, I guess everyone is just being too tired?
- Walking into puddle of water and anxious over a free flowing of boiling water

2009-08-29T14:42:00.002+08:00

My Grandpa just passed away, so many things have to be canceled.. Haiz..

If you want to pay your respect, the wake is at hougang ave 5 blk 358 (Opposite Holy Innocent High School), will be there until Wednesday.

Take care guys...
My dad seems to be mentally breakdown, since his his mother just passed away less than 100days ago and now goes his father (Grandpa), he really look crazy now.. At times he talk to himself and start crying...

Free thoughts

2009-08-23T16:43:00.003+08:00

So for the past one whole week, I have been going to school from 9am to 5pm or even later going through training at cheers. Time flies and next week we will have to be on our own already, hope that nothing cork up?

Nothing much for the week except that everyone form CTIC is separated and people from Cheers are mostly people that comes from EMRS or CMRCC, so it takes a little more effort to blend it, but I guess it should be alright?

Friday met up with NPCONCC for dinner, nothing much for the dinner but after the dinner we went for Starbucks for talk cock session and that is where we chat randomly and laughing at things which is not suppose to be funny at all..

Check out Jasmine's post for more information, but she was just sharing from scary incident with us but it just turn out to be so funny when it comes from jasmine. I remember asking Jo 'Is this suppose to be a creppy experience' and Jo replied 'I suppose so...' Those laughter really give us a stomach ache/cramp and sometimes out of breathe.

It reminds me of Jasmine and Yaping saying 'I tell you guys something very funny', so we started laughing first at she said 'it is something very funny', but sharing the story with us, actually it is not as funny as them saying 'I tell you guys something very funny'.

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Next week I will be working in the morning shift which is from 7am to12.30pm. It is going to be very tiring but free at the same time, so I took up bike lesson to keep myself occupied.

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Sometimes I really wonder, did the god created the world or the world created the god? It makes me think about this after attending a talk which come across a quote saying something like 'If there is no god in this world, we should create one, to install goddess in everyone'.

I can't remember the exact quote and couldn't find it as well.

Haiz....

2009-08-16T01:24:00.001+08:00

The past weekdays was really hectic, rushing for projects day and night, at that point of time we have 4 project which due on Friday and a presentation to be done on Thursday. That is the reason why I did not attend Wednesday Frisbee training, I only make it for the Tuesday one, but had fun during Tuesday training, because I learn a lot more things.. haha…

So CTIC life ended on Friday, it marks the end and next week onward we are moving on to MSC – Shopping Arcade.

I booked 4 slot of TTT tomorrow, to do Riding theory practice and Riding Theory Trial Test.. If can do it within 2 slot.. Then I will use another 2 slot for Final Theory Practice and Final Theory Trial Test? Otherwise I will just keep trying and get my Riding theory done? Anyway, I passed my Basic theory on Friday!

I met Gary when I was on my way to SSDC, so lucky huh.. Then we went into the same classroom for Practice, I went off first for my basic theory test as he continue practicing while waiting for his final theory test. I was again so lucky to get a computer which is working… Those unlucky one will have to do paper test as they face some technical error.. Anyway, during my test, the computer is freaking lack.

Get to know from Gary that the next batch that went in to take their Final Theory have to do in on paper as all the system is totally down? But I feel that is because some are able to work while the others can’t, so to be fair they make everyone do it on paper? Feel sad for Gary, because he will have to wait for 2 weeks to get his result.
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Rants.

I really don’t understand why are you guys so busy, I am only asking for a lunch and yet no one is able to make it, don’t you guys need to eat as well? Out of 10 times that I ask for a meet up, only once you guys will be able to make it. Busy is always the reason/excuse you guys use. Common man.. I am not asking for 2 or 3 hours, just 30-45min lunch!!

Especially Sampson, you are busy from Monday to Sunday..

Monday you have drama club
Tuesday Badminton training
Wednesday Revision/HW
Thursday Badminton Training
Friday Scouts preparation
Saturday Scouts Training
Sunday Church followed by outing

Upcoming badminton tournament make you busier. Can you be anymore busier than this?

Aaron, Bryan and Darren are always busy with JC stuff... Endless of projects and assignment… I seen the list myself, its SCARY... I saw the list on their class’s blog where they will post their assignments and reminders, the list really…… I am glad that I am not in JC. Anyway, I couldn’t make it to JC as well.. hahaha…

Kenneth Lim busy with upcoming poly ICA, Kenneth Chua MIA, Isyanto MIA since last year? I think all my ‘Bro’ are busy huh?

Polymates busy with upcoming exam… Not even a Frisbee player is free to throw disc.

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Long Weekend

2009-08-11T10:17:00.002+08:00

I just canceled my Riding Theory Trial Test, Practice Test and trying to sell away my bike lesson to keep my Thursday free. I am worried that I won’t be able to finish my work in time.

How I spend my long weekends?

I spend my weekends helping out at the Ultimate Singapore Open I was late on the first day, I am suppose to reach by 6.40am but I only woke up at 6.43am. Beside that everything went on smoothly, it’s an eye-opener to watch those teams play. I thought it’s cool enough, but on the second day, more to come. There was 2 match that impress me the most. One is the 1st match of 2nd day, Freak show Green V.S. Disc Knights Orange, it was a tight match even until the very last minute. COOL!!

Another match was of course the Final, Mo’chi V.S. Philippines. They showed that teams without tall player can also put up a good match, they are fast and good flow, the minimum turnover is also the key to their success?

1st day ended at around 6pm+, 2nd day ended around 7pm+, suppose to stay longer as we have to wait for everyone to move off before we could clean the whole place up, but I have got something on so I left early, feel kind of sorry, but I tried my best to clean whatever we can. What’s left over was the area those people are still occupying.

After I left the place, I met up with Aaron and we watched NDP on the television at my place, slacked around and chat till 11pm? Have a good time catching up with him since we don’t get to talk or meet up often. I fall asleep shortly after he left because I am simply too tired to stay awake.

Yesterday

Woke up late in the morning, sms-ed Sampson Choo and ask if he is free (He is a super busy boy), since he is free so I suggest to meet up for lunch and followed by slacking at my place. He spend most of the time on my laptop, although the initial plan was to catch up with each other and know each other better. Whatever it is, I appreciate that he keeps me companied as there was no one at home.

Hope that we still have more chance to meet up or chat!

Hectic week ahead

2009-08-07T23:21:00.003+08:00

Oh My~ Oh My..

From tommorow onward I am going to be so freaking busy!!

[Sat]
6.30am -6pm Ultimate Singapore Open

[Sun]
6.30am - 6pm Ultimate Singapore Open

[Monday]
Meet up with Sampson

[Tuesday & Wednesday]
Ultimate Frisbee

[Thursday]

Presentation (PPT to be done)
Bike lesson + Riding Theory Trial Test

[Friday]
Hand in Group's report
Hand in BOTH Stop over and Personal Selling report
Basic Theory Test

Beside that, Thing To Be Done:

[Academic]

Powerpoint Slides - Recommandation & Case for Commercialization
Group Report - China Article & Case for Commercilzation
Overall checking for both Powerpoint slide and Group report
Prepare Handcards

Personal Selling Report (5 page)
Stopover Report (7 page)

[Personal]

Study for Basic Theory and Riding Theory

Frisbee will wear me out on Tuesday and Wednesday
Basic Theory, Riding Theory and Bike lesson

Which means from Tuesday to Friday I will only be able to reach home at around 9pm+++ EVERY~~DAY~~ NIGHT !! Yet I still got so many things to be done!! I have to get things done during office hours!!! OTHERWISE... I AM DEAD MEAT!!

STRESS SIO!!

Fo~Cus... I have to start to concentrate on my work and FOCUS!!

Ultimate Rider

2009-08-07T09:02:00.002+08:00

Yesterday, I completed my bike lesson 1! Next lesson will be on Thursday for my lesson 2! COOL!!

Yesterday I tried to post message on both facebook and msn’s PM, searching for anyone with Ultimate’s Red and White jersey but none of them replied to my message. :( So today morning I tried to message some of the seniors, but 1 hour have passed but none of them replied yet. :(

Anyway, yesterday I tried to ask the shirt from Keng Guan which is one of my NPCC PAL, I know that he used to be from NYP ultimate because I have seen him wearing it, but he said it has been a long time since he wear the shift and it’s in one of those box inside his store room, and because today he will be having presentation so he is too busy to find it for me. Haiz… We end up chatting about Frisbee~ -.-“ He told me a lot of things which I do not know. COOL!

So Saturday and Sunday I will be at Anchorvale CC’s field helping out in the Ultimate Singapore Open, if you are free, do come down and take a look. It will be from 7am to around 5pm. Teams from China, Indonesia, Cambodia, Malaysia, Hong Kong, Philippines, Japan/Taiwan, Vietnam, Australi, Bangkok, India and last but not least SINGAPORE TEAMS!! Doesn’t it sound exciting?

For more information…

http://www.singaporeultimate.com/index.php?option=com_content&view=article&id=253:one-day-to-singapore-open-2009&catid=73:singapore-open-2009

Money and Religious

2009-08-03T20:06:00.003+08:00

Did I mention that I am considering to be a Christian? But can I be one that doesn't praise the god and still have the rights to participate in other's religious activity? hahaha...

Another thing is, I NEED MONEY!! I am planning to take up tuition, so if got lobang.. Let me know!! I will give my 200% patience to teach for that money. I can take student range from Primary School to Lower Secondary (Maths and Science). Upper Secondary (Maths and Physic).

If you have any jobs lobang, let me know also!

MY GOD

2009-08-03T19:56:00.002+08:00

Just now after attending the Business Conference at SMU, while on the way back home.

I saw a girl on NE line, she is cute, cheerful and sweet. Her hands were hook on the neck of another person who is in formal attire and seems to have a lady figure, so I thought this girl is so sweet that she hook her arms to her MOTHERS neck and whisper to her.

As time goes by, I notice that the girl is wearing SP shirt, and the she started kissing the 'MOTHER' of hers, then I thought something must be wrong, so I move forward a little and saw the she is kissing another girl of her age.

Haiz.. My God!! I bet she saw me looking at her, because with had eyes contact for about 4-5 times? Every time we have eye contact I just look away and she just continue her disgraceful act despite knowing that someone is looking.

Disclamer:

1. I am not outcasting people with special interest, just find it a waste as she looked so sweet!!

2. No matter is a girl to girl, boy to boy, boy to girl, girl to boy. I just cannot accept people groining and kissing passionately in the pubic. It is kind of shamless as people are staring at you as put up a FREE N16 show. NO SHAME. But can consider about it you will be paid. hahaha.

Tatoo of a Biker

2009-07-29T16:07:00.005+08:00

Today morning at around 11am, I made my way to SSDC again. This time round for my bike orientation along with my 1st bike lesson, and this is the first time I am wearing a motorbike’s helmet. I was surprised when the trainer actually ask ‘do you have experience’, I thought I heard wrongly, since how can anyone be having any experience since we are LEARNING?

But there are people who have experience and I only understand better when he said ‘Carpark! Carpark’.

First Lesson, I only manage to learn how to start, set-off and change of gear.

I had a hard time finding the NEUTRAL gear, the kind of feeling when you keep moving your left leg shifting the gear up and down hoping the word ‘NEUTRAL’ would light up. But at least now I can change the gear back and from 1st gear to 2nd gear? Although the changing of gear is still not smooth enough, but I think it’s just in a matter of time?

Hope that I can do better during my next lesson which will be on Thursday! Only if I am not on shift attachment, then I can chiong my bike lessons. Because bike is only available from morning till 5.55pm and each lesson is 2hours? My work start at 9.15am and end at 5.30pm? Which means, even if I am free I can only make it for the last session. Unfortunately I have CCA on every Tuesday and Wednesday. What more on Monday I need to attend some business talk at SMU which will end at around 6pm. Haiz…

Anyway, today’s bike lesson is good first experience though! I had the Biker’s tattoo!! The lower portion of my forearm is tanned, and all bikers there who did not wear long sleeve have it as well! Haha… How I wish that I have got a biker friend that can lend me his bike for practice.

Just let practice how to find NEUTRAL gear!! I won’t ride it!!!!

Belated Birthday Celebration

2009-07-29T16:07:00.003+08:00

Yesterday (Tuesday), I was excused from Frisbee’s training and after work I make my way to SSDC for Basic Theory Revision (BTR) where they will show you all the 100 tricky theory question that I will appear during Basic Theory Test (BTT). Since the BTR will also start at 8.10pm and having my work to end at 5.30pm, I decided to book at Theory Trial Test (TTT) for my Basic Theory (B.T) and thinking that if by luck, I make it for the TTT, I will be able to go home early without even need to attend the BTR.

So I went in to take the test with little knowledge about the road sign and knowledge and did the TTT with my common sense, although I don't see myself passing as I did not really study for it, but when the result shows ‘FAILED 42/50’. I still feel quite disappointed with the result, maybe not just because I fail, but fail by 3 marks? Only if make the effort to flip the books a little more before the test, I would have been able to make it.

I booked 2 more slot on Thursday and hopefully I will be able to make it, I plan to do the Practice Test which allows me to do as much questions as I can within the time frame of 45min followed by my actual Theory Trial Test. If this method works, I guess I will do the same for my BTT.

After my BTR, I called Serene since she was messaging me saying that she wants to meet me as she will not be able to make it for Friday’s NpCoNcc Dinner, so I contacted her and met her up at the main entrance of Compass Point. I admit that I did not suspect that it will be a ‘surprise belated birthday celebration’ until I saw Wei Shan and a few other people at the staircase around the corner.

My only question was “how come Wei Shan is there and yet she did not come over along with Serene to say ‘Hi’ to me?”, I only understand what is going on when those familiar faces such as Cindy, Serene, Wei Shan, Jasmine, Yan Ling, Gary and Samuel start to walk up the staircase with a cake lighted and singing ‘happy birthday’ song.

Although I was kind of tired, by the time we met up it’s already around 10pm, and I have started working from 9am and awake since 7am. But I really appreciate the effort alot as it’s really hard to gather everyone but you guys made it. (Although it’s not everyone, but most of them).

Thanks a LOT !!

Team coordination is something that put you on test or something that put you to death?

2009-07-27T13:55:00.002+08:00

Haiz.. Seriously it is kind of fuck up when team members doesn’t even communicate with you at all, and yet people outside your team know more then you. Is this what you call LACK of COMMUNICATION? Or is a matter of TRUST?

Seriously, FUCK UP! What kind of attitude is this? When it comes to communication, it is always that unwilling tone and attitude, followed by endless of whining. Coming along with that stubborn and fuck up attitude which leads to arguments. You are always saying ‘huh~’, how annoying can that be when every time you tell a person something and all his/her reaction is ‘huh~’. It is seriously not cute and yet annoying when someone whines during a serious business.

Despite that, all you know is to blame others when problem arise. COME ON MAN~! We are as a team, does it make a different even you start blaming around, will that really solve the problem or it just make you feel better, THINKING that you are not at fault?

HAIZ…

Post 18th Thoughts

2009-07-27T13:55:00.000+08:00

Post 18th Thoughts

I have got 1017 friends on facebook 60 wished me on facebook, and some through sms and msn... but none was with me on my Birthday.

That’s how I feel about my Birthday, I am not here pointing finger at anyone for not celebrating my birthday for me, but just that kind of upset that no one was with me during my birthday, not necessary a celebration is needed, it can be just a slacking session with some close friends/brothers.

Although I manage to have lunch with one of my brother, but the thing is he doesn’t even know that it’s my birthday until I mention that the day before was Bryan’s birthday.

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Anyway… Yesterday I made my way to SSDC to register for my driving and stuff, then went back home to take a break, read up on more on the instructions and sequence then asked gary some question about it, talked to Da Ge for awhile before he book in. After that I head off to D.G to meet Sampson.

The Initial plan was to meet up Sampson, have a dinner with him and have a catch up session. But when I reached and called him, he told me that he just ends his outing with his church friends, and they wanted to tag along. So of course I am fine with it. So end up having me, Sampson and 3 of his church friends.

We went to arcade to have some fun before going to Mos Burger to have dinner and chat, then back to arcade again. His friends were very friendly, at the same lame and funny. I guess everyone just love to bully Sampson? I can’t really remember all 3 of their name, but 1 was Eunice (23), Kenneth (14) and XXX (27)? I am 18 and Sampson is only 13!! We had lots of fun and laughter before we decide to go back.

Thanks Sampson, you made my day.

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I feel that Sampson reminds me a lot about Darren Toh. Because both of them are cheerful, playful and loves to disturb people, and both of them are obedient and willing to listen. I am glad to have Sampson as my brother and did not regret for going for the first aid course.

G.I.JOE & THE FINAL DESTINATION

2009-07-26T02:27:00.004+08:00

I am so going to watch this movie, G.I. JOE... It's SUPER COOL !! Who is in ?!

http://www.apple.com/trailers/paramount/gijoeriseofcobra/large.html

THE FINAL DESTINATION is also coming soon!! MIND YOU.. IT's 3D!!!!

Guess going through this movie will bring u back and fro and gate of hell? OUCH!

Birthday!

2009-07-25T21:04:00.004+08:00

Yesterday

Work as per normal at the start, Xuan Hui said she want to draw money and since Yuan Ji and Zi Wei wants to go cheers, so we head down to cheers together, as I was about to buy some mint chocolate cookies. Someone called Xuan Hui and inform her that there is a meeting.

I quickly put back the cookies and rush up, went to check out the cubic and no one is there, however the meeting room is in pitch black, but Xuan Hui lead us in, and the moment she open the door, they shouted surprise, I was kind of shock, because I did not suspect at all.

The reason is because is quite normal for the supervisor to call for a meeting out of a blue moon, and also I did not bring my handphone along, so I thought it’s quite normal for them to call Xuan Hui instead. Joey said that they started planning since 1-2weeks ago? That time they told me that Joey’s sister is going to start up a business selling cupcakes online and survey me on which flavor should be sold is all lies? They just want to know what cake flavor should they buy? But I thought it’s quite common since, Wei Shan or whose sister also started such business before?

Thanks a lot. I admit I was kind of shock, because it is unexpected.

At night, nothing much but chat with Darren on msn instead of phone since his phone is low battery and I was playing my guitar? Had some argument over regarding if green bean and red beans are the same bean or not, not la.. just some little stuff, but we got over it very soon. Serene video called me with Jolene, Wei Shan, Yaping, Chiu Lee and Cindy in it to wish me? Haha…

Today

It’s like any other Saturday, except that I met up Aaron for lunch from around 12.30 to 2.30pm? Catch up with him on schools and so on? It's only during the conversation that he realise that today is my birthday? Because I was asking him about Bryan's birthday celebration that took place yesterday, since Bryan's birthday is 1 day before me. He then asked, 'Isn't today your birthday or something?'. LOL

Although it is just for awhile, but it's better than nothing? Perhaps we can meet up agaian to catch up more? Then he rushes over to his cousin’s birthday celebration. So I went back home and the sun and heat makes me lazy, so eventually I feel asleep.

Until round 5.30pm, when gor start calling me and pester me to attend his NS friend’s birthday party at party world, I refuse since it will get awkward since I don’t know anyone there? He insisted it since yesterday, until just now then he gives up. I think he is quite upset and angry about it. After that I was chatting with Gary regarding driving/motor license and so on.

I guess tomorrow I will make my way to SSDC to register? Going to take up both driving and motor.

That rounds up my day. Nothing special.

Expired Photo

2009-07-24T10:18:00.007+08:00

This is an expired photo taken at Marina Barrage, I happen to browse through it and thought of posting it. Just make a guess on which is the edited photo and the Jolene Teo in which photo looks nicer? I Can't remember if I have posted the photo before, anyway.. Here's the photo..

Photo 1

Photo2

By the way, I thought of changing my blogskin, since this blogskin have been with me for more than a year or so? I thought of drawing it on my own, maybe I will do it over the weekends since I will be damn free during the weekend? haha..

Once again, HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY! BRYAN LIM SHI JIE!!

My brother have grown up!!

Champion

2009-07-23T09:29:00.000+08:00

Hey guys, I would like to wish my Dad (the day before yesterday) and my sis (yesterday) a Happy Birthday. No celebration allowed at home because my grandmother just passed away no long ago, and I also won’t get to see my dad or my sister outside… So no celebration was done, but I think/hope that my sister’s friend did celebrate for her?

Yesterday we (The Next Big Thing) won the champion for our category in the Nestle Marketing Competition! I am happy about it, partially because of the smile on my teammates’ face; I was so excited when Nisa passed me the medal. I wasn’t there when they were presenting as I left half way during the final for the Frisbee carnival.

I feel that it’s a bonus for me to ‘win’ the marketing competition as I was not really committed in this whole thing, I am just doing my part and try to help out by giving suggestion and ideas? But my teammates such as Nisa really deserve it for the effort she put in, and also Glen and Aqidah for putting up such a great (I think so, since I wasn’t there I am not so sure) performance during the presentation. Although glen keep stoning but he’s good when come to presenting and Q&A, he have mastered my bullshitting skills.

Last but not least, Ash for his irritating hp’s ringtone and him going to the gym when we were having meeting.. haha… just kidding. Thank Ash for the after effect, otherwise with me alone, I will need to spend more time finding out how to use it. Ya! Also those who have helped out in the making of the video, especially siv for being the director and actor, most importantly… His idea.

Frisbee Carnival, Ethan won the MVP for the game. I think he really deserve it, he is very sharp at making decision on who to throw and what throws to make. COOL MAN! Beside that, training is fine, Wednesday training is seems to be much more slack as training ends early. I think this is because DK is preparing for Singapore Opens?

Good Luck guys…

I would like to wish Bryan Lim Shi Jie, Happy 17th birthday in advance. Just in case as I might not be able to stay awake till 12am. Today I feel kind of tired, its a challenge to keep my eyes open now.

Disappointed

2009-07-19T23:49:00.003+08:00

I spoke to my mum, and all she say was...

'You are on your own! Even if you fail, don't rely on me'

Seriously, it's kind of disappointing when all you look for in a family is that support, the support that gives you the courage to go ahead, because you know that even if you fall back, your family is there to help you up? But yet my family is not supporting me at all. That really set me thinking, so why do I need a family then? Maybe just for that education fee, food and money that they are paying for? Haiz...

I also spoke to some of my friends about it, but seems like it is leading me to nowhere? Quite disheartening. I am really thinking if I should go ahead, because I think that the road is going to be tough and bumpy?

Sometimes, I think all I need is some support, someone padding my back telling me that I can do it. I think maybe I should just spend the night thinking about it. How I wish that someone can be with me through the night.

Should I?

2009-07-19T15:47:00.000+08:00

I am not a perfectionist, but I will not do something which I have no confidence with. If I decided to cross over and do it, I want to do my best and be out there to WOW others. Is either I don’t do it, or I do my best in it.

I am still thinking if I am ready or not, and what’s the possibility of succeeding and failing. It’s an opportunity, but there is a risk in it. Give me some time to consider. How I wish that someone out there can enlighten me.

LOST

2009-07-19T15:16:00.000+08:00

I hope someone can tell me, what should I do...

I PASSED my Standard First Aid

2009-07-12T23:48:00.002+08:00

We have come to the end of the week again…
Full shift attachment have been busy now a days, because we started to work on our project and realize that there is so much to be done, some of us even start to panic and worry that we might to be able to complete our task in time! I think we have to start to CHIONG!!

Slacking era is over for me!! Stop thinking that CTIC is still slacking, because we are BUSY now!!

Besides that, my weekends have been pretty much spending on First Aid? Saturday spend most of my time SLEEPING then study a bit for First Aid, today spend my whole day at Red Cross Training Center for my First Aid test. I scored 27/30 for theory and passed my practical!!

Who want to try my CPR? hahaha.. I can COMPLETELY seal your mouth with my mouth and give it a hard blow to ensure that your lungs expends!

Anyway, throughout the Standard First Aid, the best thing that can happen is that I made new friends and learnt new things!! Especially I made a friend named Sampson Choo!! I got so much to blog about!! I shall dedicate a post for you some other day.

What coming ahead is Ultimate Frisbee, I am going to play Frisbee on Monday (10am to 1pm), Tuesday (5.30pm to 9.30pm) and Wednesday (3.00pm to 9.30pm)! I am having my interview workshop on Monday as well, so Monday going to be a hectic day!

The World Without EE

2009-07-08T09:29:00.002+08:00

The World Without EE, if you watched 'Knowing', you should be able to guess that 'EE' actually means... Everyone Else

I really feel that you are super duper selfish and self-centerted, all you care is only you and yourself. You do not care about the impact of your words on others, or how your act affect others. I seriously think that you need someone to give you a slap and wake you up! Maybe you should start with some self-reflection!

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Previously, on Monday... I managed to get my soccer boots and running shoe already! Very Satisfied with it, thank my sis for accompanying me there and help me choose/get the most suitable one!

Yesterday, went for Ultimate Frisbee Training, it was an optional training as most of them are having their ICAs. So it the training turn out to be a pretty slack one. We played Goaltimate Frisbee and towards the end of the training, we had 4 rounds of pick-up.

Although we are suppose to go out there and enjoy ourself and have fun, but I felt kind of guilty over those mistakes I made.. Such as not able to throw properly at the start? Although I know that this is because that I did not do any warm up throws before that, but I think that should't be an excuse for me.

Dropped disc, Stunt throws, not being able to put in a proper disc as a handler, weak composure... Although there is bound to be other factor to why my team lost all the 4 match, but I think I should relfect on my mistake before blaming others?

I swollowed down excuses such as, 'a team member shouldn't complain how the disc was put, he/she suppose to go all out for the disc', 'my team of 7 have 2 freshman that just came for the 1st training, and other 5 (including me) are not very good at handling, we are not that tall as well'...

The thing which I am guilty the most, is that I crash into Alan during a run and knee-ed his hipbone, which I think it gave him pain of a hell? But I also recieve a knee-ed from him on my thigh, which cause difficult for my to walk now, and also worsen my old injury (torn thigh muscle), ofcourse that knee of mines that hit onto his hipbone is also bruised. haha... SORRY DUDE!

Shopping List

2009-07-03T21:47:00.003+08:00

~~Mouse~~
~~Frisbee~~
Soccer Boots (Mon)
Running Shoe (Mon)
NEW phone! W995!!
DSLR Camera
Some Dark Coloured/White jeresy?

Hopefully I can find my idea 'Soccer Boots' and 'Running Shoe' on Mon!

Goodbye, my love~ Wo de ai ren, zai jian...

2009-06-29T12:50:00.004+08:00

You were the one that made the up and down of my life, and that really filled up my life, I really appreciate a lot. I will never forget about those times, and I think that’s the best memories I ever had, but I guess… Things just have to move on.

But…

I will still be there whenever help is needed, that’s the least I can do to show my gratitude? I might change as time goes on, my life will change as my surrounding changes, but one thing that doesn’t change is the memories of what I have gone through. It might fade, but it will never change!!

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Ultimate Frisbee is my game~

Continuous effort is the key to unlock our potential

2009-06-29T12:50:00.002+08:00

In office again, doing... Nothing much. Hope that the inventor can contact us ASAP, so that we have something to work on, hopefully he is safe for to come in contact with. If I am nto wrong, most of them are overseas or just came back from other countries.

Anyway, I am suffering from sunburn, my skin is pealing!! That's what I hate the most, because it makes you look like you are suffering from some sort of skin disease.

Ultimate

2009-06-28T20:48:00.002+08:00

Today is my first official tournament, the Punggol Ultimate Tournament.

My team's result was 1 Draw and 2 Lost. Quite disappointed, but I am happy because every match, I learnt something new.

As the coach said "NYP sent 80 people, only 8 people got to the quarter-finals", quite disheartening huh? But he also said “We will become stronger and come back next year to show them, who play ULTIMATE!”

So, let’s work hard together!

[No matter how good a player is, without his team. He is nothing!] This is what I observe from today’s matches. No matter how good the seniors are, when they are placed in a junior team, they can’t do much.

I am so desperate to become better and stronger, but sometimes I feel that my body is dragging me down. I think the number of muscle injuries I am suffering explains all. The tear on my thigh muscle is really annoying, every time I want to sprint or run faster, the pain will start to take place.

Another thing is that, I really need a soccer boots! So that I can manuve myself on the field, and prevent myself from falling down every now and then!

I also need a running shoe so that I can start the habit of jogging and build on my stamina!

All the way!!

SPIKED a DISC

2009-06-24T12:34:00.004+08:00

Yesterday at Ultimate... I reached there, at around 6pm and start to warm up my throws before joining in the pick-up game.

I am glad that I did not do any stunt throws, and I even manage to do D and safe a disc.

However, I SPIKED a disc! For those who do not know what does spike mean, it’s actually slamming the disc on the ground with force, for basketball player, it’s just like slamming the ball hard on the ground and let it bounce high. According to my sister who’s a basketball captain of her secondary school said that such as during tournament the player might be suspend form the game. It’s a form of disrespect for the game.

Overall, I did spike the disc. No doubt. But what actually happen was… I was on defense and I was standing at my opponent’s 5’O Clock direction. When I saw the disc floating toward him, I run for it and made a jump before the disc even reach him and caught it between my thumb and index finger (sky), however the forward inertial force me forward with my upper& lower limp leaning backward which form a ‘C’.

I know that if I were to land in that position, I am sure I will fall and injured badly. So I tried to pull my body forward, and during that process... I know that I am not going to land properly as I have already lost my balance, so I was thinking… Since I am on defense, all I need to do is slap the disc on the ground and I will get a turn over, so why force myself to safe the disc, so as my body bends forward I release the disc. The disc landed hard on the ground while my hand reaches for the ground to stable myself.

That’s what actually happen, I am sorry about it as I know that I am not suppose to spike the disc… I swear that I have no intention of doing it as well. I am guilty and sorry because I know that it can be avoided, I could have landed with my body and that will allow me to safe the disc! Haiz…

Working

2009-06-24T12:34:00.003+08:00

Oh... I started my full-shift attachment since last week, this is my 2nd week, working hours will be from 9am - 5.30pm from Monday to Friday, typical office work. =) I will be doing this for the next 7 weeks!

Attachment during = 9 weeks

I watching Black & White during my attachment, I can watch 7eps per day!!

It takes a lot of effort to hide it from supervisors! This helps me work on my reflexes and alertness. HAHA

Ultimate Player

2009-06-24T11:57:00.003+08:00

I joinned NYP' Ultimate Frisbee Team, and we are playing in the U21 game this Sunday. =)

On Mon went for pick-up game at City Hall
On Tue went for frisbee training
Today going for frisbee training

My training will be on Tue and Wed from 5pm-10pm, so that's the reason why some of you couldn't reach me during these time. Recently I have been leaving my laptop in the office, which explains why I don't often online at night anymore, but I will always be on MSN during working hours...

Cheers

2009-06-24T11:57:00.000+08:00

What a statement...

“They are always there for me, they celebrate my birthday for me and they are willing to accept me for who I am”

Haiz..

P.s. So what/who am I to you?

Too many, too lazy

2009-06-10T23:43:00.003+08:00

Haiz.... I have got so many things to talk about, but I am just too lazy to list/type it out.

Friends..
CCA...

Haiz...

Anyway, today helped out in Campus Road Run..

2009-06-05T02:17:00.002+08:00

Sometimes, reading other's blog makes my blood boils as you get to know even more fucked up thoughts of his/hers, when his/hers action is already to the limit. The ironic part is, you can't stop yourself from finding out more about it, but after finding more, you will turn CRAZY~! and go like #$%^&*#^&*

SERIOUSLY.... Haiz... Life~

Thanks and Sorry

2009-06-05T01:22:00.002+08:00

I sincerely thanks those who make the effort to send in their consolation, be it an E-mail, SMS or a messages on Facebook.

Thanks a lot, much appreciated. Thanks for your concern but I am doing fine, don't have to worry.

Sorry to those people who got affected, as I need to push off ALL appointment to make myself free for this whole week.

Event/Actvities push off for the day:
- Catch-up session with LY
- Sat - Darly's bday celebration
- Sat/Sun -1st aid course

Sorry....

What's more important

2009-06-04T00:19:00.002+08:00

In my previous post I mention how busy am I, and how occupied is my schedule? Today morning, a call from my sister changed everything. I even have to push away all my appointment and activities, and forced to give up all the plans.

Because... My grandmother have just passed away... So sudden... I planned to have lunch with yanto at 12.30pm and a call came in at 11.15am changed everything.

Everyone rushed back to see her, taking turns to be by the side of her bed to greet her for the one last time depite the fact that her heart have already stopped pumping, and pronounced dead by the doctor. She just lie on her bed motionlessly...

Opporunity Cost for the day:
-Miss out Ultimate's training
-Miss out helping out SU before the GM
-Miss out SU's General Meeting
-Miss out alot of rest/sleep

More to come... But nothing is more important than keeping her company in her last phrase of her life, and also to keep my family companied during this period of time.

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY LANCE LIM WEI JIAN !!

PREVIOUSLY~ On.....

2009-06-03T06:09:00.002+08:00

I woke up at around 5.30am due to the lighting strike, and I couldn’t go back to sleep, too many things to worry, the weather is too hot, my muscle is aching.

As you know, since last Wednesday when I finish my last presentation/role play, I am already on my holiday, however I realise that I am even busier than before. For the rest of my holiday, I have 3 things to do a day.

Example, prepare lectures for NCO camp, check logistic for NCO camp, NCO camp, study for PGS (GEM Service test), PGS test, appointments, Ultimate, First Aid Course...

Next week is already my last week of holiday, phew~ I have got every single day for this 2 weeks booked on my hp’s calendar. Whoa~

PREVIOUSLY, on 02/06/09... I attended Ultimate’s training. It’s interesting as it is something new to me, however the training is kind of tiring and violent? My nails on my thumb and toes are stained with blood due to the injury caused during the training, and my muscles are aching/bruised due to those blows I receive through their elbows & knee. Ouch~

Later will be going to SRS to do a logistic check for the camp, company Sec3 to NCHS for course, Ultimate’s training, general meeting to attend and need to do some help out at SU before the general meeting.

Long day ahead though, I guess I will stick to Ultimate for at least one semester, because I know that I will be free this semester, and only this semester I can afford it. 19 weeks to go!

Song of the week

2009-05-31T11:21:00.002+08:00

Song of the Week !!

English Song - The Climb (Miley Cyrus)

I can almost see it
That dream I'm dreaming but
There's a voice inside my head sayin,
"You'll never reach it"

Every step I'm taking,
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking

But I Got to keep trying
Gotta to keep my head held high

There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes I'm gonna to have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

The struggles I'm facing,
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes they knock me down
But no I'm not breaking

I may I know it
But these are the moments that
I'm going to remember most yeah
Just got to keep going

And I, I got to be strong
Just keep pushing on,

There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes I'm gonna to have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes you going to have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

Keep on moving, Keep climbing
Keep the faith, baby
It's all about, It's all about the climb
Keep the faith, Keep your faith

Chinese Song - 虽然很芭乐 (Xie He Xuan - Nothing but A Chord)

芭芭芭乐芭芭芭芭乐芭
芭芭芭乐芭芭芭芭......
都是因为你我现在可以
学会整理我粗糙的个性
也开始相信爱情会让人变得有形
都是因为你我现在刻意
学习控制我放肆的爱你
也开始更加努力懂你说的大道理
脑袋里没有东西怎麼能陪你谈心
怎么能陪你逛整夜的诚品
追寻著什麼目的
得到什麼真理都因为你才变的有意义

喔我好爱你虽然听起来会有些芭乐
可是我想不到别的水果能代我表达
喔我很贪心贪小便宜搜集浪漫片段
可是我不能大方没有你的烛光晚餐
试著唱唱试著嚷嚷甜在心头的步伐
＂你让我的悲伤笑的灿烂＂
试著蕴藏试著酝酿想对你说的那句话
＂素颜的爱不需要上妆＂

芭芭芭乐芭芭芭芭乐芭
芭芭芭乐芭芭芭乐......

Updates

2009-05-31T11:15:00.002+08:00

Some updates!!

On Tue and Wed was my presentation, everything went on smoothly and now I am on my holiday!

On Wed, along with some of my classmate, we form the a captain's ball team named "Bihimbo" and participated in NYP's Captain's ball Competition, after 5.5 HOURS of competing. We manage to cling on to 2nd runner up.. Whee Whee~

Thur was my resting day. I just pracitcally wake up to have much lunch, then go back to sleep, wake up for dinner, slack abit, fo back to sleep again.

Friday, companied the Sec1 to their swearing-in, then followed by going out with family to IKEA and Courts to search for my sister's bookshelf. It is just a long and tiring walk, luckly I had Hotdogs and Brownie at IKEA which is AWESOME!

Sat, another slacking day and a chat. that's all...

Troubles turn into dust

2009-05-31T11:14:00.000+08:00

Now I know what have always been my minds these few days which bother me.

It’s the struggle between Academic and helping out at AYG, because I always wanted to go and help out in AYG, however the school is not very supportive. Whatever it is, HQ has turned down my help as they have got enough helper. Feeling much better now, as I do not have to worry about it anymore, everything is over.

Anyway, yesterday night had a good chat on the phone, weekends seems to be the only time I chat on phones? It’s great because I had a lot of laughter, seriously a lot. Thanks a lot “Cute”, thick-skinned fellow. Especially what you “sincerely” said before hanging up, puts me into a good night sleep. I really prefer such crappy conversation then the moody and boring ones. - It’s always good to talk about the past and future.

I was wondering if there is any guy other there who label “horny” as one of their criteria when choosing GF? LOL. If you happen to be one of them, let me know, because I am curious about it.

The only thing that doesn’t change is… “Changing”.

2009-05-25T00:09:00.002+08:00

The only thing that doesn’t change is… “Changing”. (Is it true? I still believe that something doesn’t change right?)

I have been thinking… What if one day… I realize that, all these while you have been lying to me? I think… I will break into tears and cry. Hahaha… Whatever it is, I have faith. HEHE

Let the game begin...

HUT!
HUT!!
HUT!!!

I almost got into a emo mood.. ALMOST.. haha…

But I guess I am still alright, as long as don’t think too much, I think everything will be fine for me. One more week to HOLIDAY !! Whee~ Whee~

Brothers and Sister, Ladies and Gentleman, Boys and Girls. Let’s meet up and PARTY!!

3 Cheers and 3 Cheers and 3 Cheers for Alvin,

Hip hip… Hu-ray !
Hip hip… Hu-ray!!
Hip hip… Hu-ray!!!

I think I will be a happy soul if I am not a deep thinker… HEHE... Let's not think so much then..

GOOD DAY !!

2009-05-24T17:07:00.000+08:00

GOOD….. MORNING/AFTERNOON/EVENING!

My moods have been awesome now a day, everything just feels so good. Nothing special happen and I think that the nothing is the best thing.

Some of you might have been receiving my greeting, isn’t it awesome if someone greets you with a smile on a tiring morning? I personally feel that it’s really a great start for the day. It brightens up the mood of others. (I think so).

This one whole week has been great except for the Friday when I went back for training. Haiz… Do not really want to mention but it’s the worst thing of my week, perhaps I should say the only bad encounter for the week. It spoils my mood, but luckily it doesn’t last for long.

Actually on Friday wanted to go back to parade and have some fun with the cadet, but the performance from all level is so disappointing and so upset. I think that the problem lies on the higher level, seriously I really wonder wtf you were doing, and it’s totally nonsense. Haiz…

I hope that you will reflect about it, I won’t hesitate to disgrace you in front of everyone if such a thing happen again.

Anyway, ah Wei is a great brother! Whee~ Whee~

Readers Oie…
Readers Oie…
Readers x2…

CCAs

2009-05-21T02:06:00.001+08:00

I was chatting with Ang Siang, and I feel like sharing this.

I really hope that I had join Ultimate Frisbee and Adventure Club. I missed out this year’s orientation because I was on my holiday. Haiz... I was thinking, will it be too late to join it next year? OLD LIAO…

I was thinking, maybe I will start to step down from NPCC from next year’s April onward, will be stepping down along with Sebastian/Joey’s batch. They are my last hope in my NPCC life, and I will give in my fullest this year, I hope that this time round, we are able to do NPCC proud. I really hope that we can give this a one last shot.

I know that I am kind of greedy, but I am aiming for GOLD.

What trigger me to think of stepping down is that, I really feel that I gave up a lot a lot for NPCC.

I give up keeping long hair
I give up dying my hair
I give up ADV during my year 1 due to CI courseI give up SU’s Camp Muse due to CI course
I give up all my Friday’s due to parades

Sometimes, I really wonder if the cadet does appreciate all those CLT/CIs’ services. All the CIs and Officers really give up a lot of thing in order to commit, however some cadet just don’t appreciate it. Does it really worth it?

We make the effort to plan for training/camps, we make the effort to come down to parade despite of the distance of our institute to secondary school, we still make the effort and take the time to do so, however there is always people that skip training and disappoint us. Please do not take our service for granted.

Sometimes, you do not need people to praise you or show their gratitude. Sometimes all I need is just a pat on my shoulder and an acknowledgment of my hard work and effort. It’s a motivation to move on.

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I know that saying all these is very unprofessional as a CI, because it is part of my duty and responsibility as a CI, but all these are just some thoughts of mine. Do not have to take it too seriously. =)

Low low low low low low low...

2009-05-19T20:52:00.001+08:00

I have been pondering on what happen to me from last Friday-Sunday during the camp, I had such a poor performance during the camp? I am not looking for excuses but just want to find out the source of the problem. I realize that only on the last day of camp, and then I start to enjoy and have fun. Only after the camp, I start to become the lame me again.

I sincerely apologize to all my group members, because this is your camp and you guys are suppose to be having fun in the camp, and I should be there to make things fun for all of you, however I just couldn’t get myself into that mood. I thought that there is some possibility, maybe because” I am not working along with someone I am familiar with?”, “too tired”, “too much stuff to worry about”, “what happened during the first night of camp”… Whatever it is, I hope such thing won’t happen again. I just feel so guilty about it.

I wanted to go to the camp to enjoy myself and have fun as well, however seems like I didn’t make it.

Tired + Bad mood

2009-05-19T14:30:00.001+08:00

Today I am so tired, perhaps is because of the late night sleep? Woke up at 9.30am when I am suppose to meet my project group at 10am, anyway… I took my time and drag my body to school, I only reached by 10.45am?

Not only that I drag myself to the school to do the project, but also that I am so tired such that I am forcing myself to stay awake, after lunch things got worse and I am even more tired. Wasn’t really in a good mood as well, because my phone just broke down. HAIZ....

If you have seen my phone, you should know that it is a slide phone, and practically, I can only use the buttons on the keypad, the rest of the top button cannot b used. That’s how pathetic it is. I am struggling if I should repair the phone or not, because I wanted to retrieve my sms, calendar appointment and some contacts which is not on my SIM. I wanted to get a new phone as well, but do not know what phone to get. Haiz…

Is it worth it to repair it?

Camp Glue

2009-05-18T01:57:00.000+08:00

Hey, I am back from Camp Glue! Yup, I attended a 3d2n SU camp during the weekends.
I won’t elaborate in details, but I think that this is the BEST SU camp ever.

It is also the camp with most number of games, the games’ instruction given to us was actually around 30+ pages thick? I call it the “Game Bible”, it includes, Ice Breakers, Mass Station Games, Station Night Game… Not only that, these station games are spread all over NYP and during this camp; we actually walked the whole NYP for around 4 times? It’s really the whole NYP, from north to south, south back to north.

Although there’s miscommunication, cock up, arguments, internal conflict... So on and on… But this Camp is still a very successful one, as long as the flaws cannot be seen from the outside, and as an outsider, I will only see it as a perfect camp!

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We will never drift apart, because there is no distance between solid bonds.

Upset

2009-05-10T22:07:00.001+08:00

Sometimes I really wonder if you should pity someone, give him/her a helping hand to make a different in his/her life?

[Worst Scenario]

Helping a shy person making more friend: Next thing you know, he/she have more friends than you and soon forgot about you and how much you have helped him/her.

Encourage someone when he/she hits bottom rock: He/she might pick up himself/herself working very hard towards the top, when she is at the peak; he/she starts to look down on you and think that you are trying to suck up to him/her and envy with whatever he/she is having.

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Haiz… Humans, ugliest animal in the world. Sometimes I really feel like giving those bastards/bitches a tight slap and ask them to wake up and reflect. They always think that they are the best and whatever other people does is because of him/her. They are really living in their own world and think too highly about themselves?

Does it even matter?

2009-05-04T18:37:00.003+08:00

Sometimes I just feel so invisible. I am not expecting your full attention, nor asking you to make me the only person in your life. I only hope that I can take part in your life, that’s all I am asking. I just simply do not like the feeling of being neglected, it makes me feel that my existence is not needed and that makes it like a hidden message that I am not welcomed at all. I might be too sensitive or overreacting, but isn’t acknowledgement the most people is asking for? Is it really too much for me to ask for the same thing?

At some point of time, when I happen to witness some familiar act of those people around me, pictures of my past flashes through my mind and it remind me of what I used to do and who I used to be.

I always blog about my life, telling who are the people who are important to me and how happy am I when I am with them. Now then I realize that, I am actually telling the rest how ‘much’ they mean to me, and perhaps how ‘happy’ I am when I am with them. I am actually indirectly rounding up people around me? Although I don’t mean that I am not happy when I am with the rest, but sometimes the truth of how much fun you had with others, really hurt who spent/used to spend most of their time with you.

When you start to lose those people who you are comfortable with, you will realise that the only person left in your comfortable zone is only you and yourself. When even those people who used to be by your side is gone, then you fully understand the consequences of taking others for granted.

There’s a saying that goes like “There’s a reason for every act” and if I were to talk about why I brag, I have my reason as well. At times, I am just simply proud of what I have DONE or just want to disturb others by irritating them, no other evil intention. However there are actually people who brag about how well they CAN do? I emphasize the word “can” because it’s something that has not happened and it’s just a self claim which was proven wrong. I really wonder where does the confident about bragging come about when he/she does not even have the ability at all.

As most of you know, I am someone who do not likes to make stupid mistake and always say that “it’s forgivable to make a mistake, but it’s unforgiveable to repeat a mistake”, the essence of this quote is to tell others that it’s okay as long as people learn from their mistake. This is also the reason why I get so mad when people don’t learn from their mistake, and even find excuses for their mistake. It’s just like a sore loser who doesn’t admit his/her defeats.

I just finish watching a drama and there is a sentence which I find it interesting, “Men always lie to make themselves feel better, while Women lie to make sure others feels good”. I do not know how true is this, perhaps you should judge it on your own?It has been a long time since I make such a long entry huh… haha...

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Additional Information, I am still doing great. Not blogging much about life, because… It’s really nothing interesting about it.

Fuckers

2009-05-03T21:00:00.002+08:00

Haiz... Sometimes I really just hate fuckers, especially fuckers that doesn't not how fuck up they are, worse thing will be that they know that they are such a fucker but yet continuing being that fucker by ignoring how he screw others. Suckers.

It can be your action, it can be your speech and it can be your character and whatever it is.

Simple plan- I can wait forever

2009-04-27T03:12:00.002+08:00

Another great song by simple plan, I think that the lyric is beautiful and the tune is awesome. Sit back and enjoy.

Simple Plan- I can wait forever

Lyrics:

You look so beautiful today
When you're sitting there it's hard for me to look away
So I try to find the words that I could say
I know distance doesn't matter but you feel so far away

And I can't lie every time I leave my heart turns gray
And I want to come back home to see your face tonight
Cause I just can't take it

Another day without you with me
Is like a blade that cuts right through me
But I can wait, I can wait forever

When you call my heart stops beating
When you're gone it won´t stop bleeding
But I can wait, I can wait forever

You look so beautiful today
It's like every time I turn around I see your face
The thing I miss the most is waking up next to you
When I look into your eyes, man I wish that I could stay

And I can't lie every time I leave my heart turns gray
And I want to come back home to see your face tonight
Cause I just can't take it

Another day without you with me
Is like a blade that cuts right through me
But I can wait, I can wait forever

When you call my heart stops beating
When you're gone it won´t stop bleeding
But I can wait, I can wait, I can wait forever

I know it feels like "forever"
I guess that's just the price I gotta pay
But when I come back home to feel your touch makes it better
Until that day there's nothing else that I can do
And I just can't take it, I just can't take it

Another day without you with me
Is like a blade that cuts right through me
But I can wait, I can wait forever

When you call my heart stops beating
When you're gone it won´t stop bleeding
But I can wait, I can wait, I can wait forever

I can wait forever
I can wait forever
I can wait forever
I can wait forever
I can wait forever

School Reopen

2009-04-27T01:17:00.001+08:00

Tuesday will be my first lesson for the semester; I am going to meet my new classmate!

Although we will only be classmate for 5weeks, but I think it is still very exciting to meet new people? In this 5 week we will be going through 2 module, and go through 2 skit and 1 project. It’s always so exciting to meet new people, but at the same time fear that might not be able to get along with them?

Another exciting matter is that I have got 2 confirmed camps during May, which will be on 2/5-3/5 and 15/5-17/5. One will be the trial camp and another is SU camp, will be attending as game IC/group IC? Hehe.

These few days, have been doing nothing but spamming facebook game such as Mafia War, Mousehunt, Naruto War and Restaurant City? Then games such as Battelfield 2? Attending some NPCC meeting, check on the future plan for the Unit; draw out the rough plan for June camp. Oh.. June will be having 2 NPCC camp as well and have signed up for First Aid course during the June, since the first 2 week of June will be my official last 2 week of holiday for the SEMESTER. After that my next Holiday break will be in December?

So I have to be prepared as it is going to be a long and tough way ahead for me.

It has been a super long time since I last catch up with my friends? Since everyone is busy? Poly mate is busy due to the start of their school; JC Brothers is busy with their CA1, Secondary School busy with midyear exam. So, I am kind of bored which explain why I am so excited to be busy, although I know that it is going to be a tough road ahead.

Miss you guys.

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Special thanks to people who had spent time talking to me, really appreciate it and its’ enjoyable to talk to you guys, I have learnt a lot from you guys as well. After talking, I really feel much better and some of you helped me kill some time.

D: Thanks for putting in the effort to catch up with me despite your busy schedule. The 3 hours talk really mean a lot to me. We not only talk things out, but also discuss about matter which is quite entertaining?

J: Even though in the end the talk lead us to nowhere and it even cause a small argument due to our POV, but for the very moment, I forgotten about everything and I was so concentrated with arguing with you. HAHAHA. Is this what people always say, living in the very moment?

A.S.: You have the potential and you are a great leader, continue working hard. It is always great to discuss UG matter with you as your point is always a reasonable and make sense, beside that you have also taught me a lot.

updates

2009-04-22T19:54:00.002+08:00

Hey guys, I am back here to emphasize how free I am, do entertainment or just give me a sms if you need some entertainment by me.

If you study my timetable, you will realize that for the next5 weeks, which is 25 weekdays, I only have to go to school for 12 weekdays. *cool* But I was told that the 2nd week onward, every week there will be ICA and projects. *die*.

Besides that, after the 5 weeks of study, I will proceed on to full shift attachment for 7 weeks; I guess that would be hell for me? 5days per week, 9am to 5.30pm sio *wa lao eh, siao liao la*

Haiz... I guess it is going to be a tough semester for me, including that this holiday boredom is killing me.

Introduction to semester2

2009-04-20T17:12:00.004+08:00

Ladies and gentleman, boys and girls, a very good evening to all of you and I will be your blogger for the day.

Today, I am going to introduce to you my complicated and boring timetable, you must be curious why am I doing this when my fellow poly classmate and friend have already started their lesson for semester 1. That is because I just got to know my timetable by TODAY!! For better understanding, I will explain my timetable with graphs. Sit back and relax.

First of all, this will be my schedule for year2, semester 1. I was allocated to be in group C. So… It goes like this.

1 week of break
3 weeks of lesson
1 study week
1 week for ICA
2 week of break
9weeks of full attachment (9am-5.30pm)
9 weeks of shift attachment (morning/afternoon)

So while everyone is having their lesson, I am still having my holiday and my lesson officially starts on 27th April 2009. This is because my first week of school is actually my BREAK!! Now let me show you my timetable from week 2 to week 5 which is from lesson till ICA.

Please tell me if my timetable is good or bad and please add in the fact that I am already rotting after the 2 month of holiday into consideration.

Happy

2009-04-19T22:40:00.001+08:00

Everything is over. I am so super duper happy.Friends are good, freshies are great, brothers are superb.

Tomorrow will be going school for 2 hours and I still have 1 more week of holiday, compare to others. Wa ha ha ha…

Actually there is still more to say about what happen these few days, but I shall blog about it another? I will try my best… But I am lazy and I am hock on to the manga called “eyeshield 21”.

Hope

2009-04-09T21:49:00.001+08:00

Since quote of the day is "Tough times never last, but tough people do." I shall hope that things would get better soon? So that I could get over my tough time and be that tough person.

Summary

2009-04-09T21:19:00.002+08:00

Monday I slacked at home

Tuesday, went to lance’s house for dinner and few games of wii sports

Wednesday, went back to SRS for parade

Today, went to SRS for speech day 2009 as a price recipients. (Friend of the school award) I joked with my cadet saying that next year I will be back for Best friend of the school award and some say that I will get Best friend forever of the school award (bff of the school award). Kind of lame huh? No idea what’s young kid nowadays thinking.

After the speech day ceremony, we had our refreshments, followed some drill session to kill time. (I guess my NCO will be ready for first class drill test in no time) Then we headed off to kovan for lunch and followed by pool session. It has been a long time since I last played? All the shot are just off angle by little tiny whiny bit, around 1 degree or so? Haha…

Sad to say that, I might not be able to attend weekly parade for quite some time due to the following reason…

Since we only left with few official training before the exam period and June holiday, and I couldn’t make it for any of those days, whats more, I guess TEP is going to burn so much of my time away. Haiz… Miss you guys man...

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Thoughts after talking to CRS

I feel that you should really spend some time and reflect on your attitude; I mean a lot more time. Please do think before you even open your mouth, although you are cumming for me. I mean coming after me… Because, even people around us also couldn’t withstand those words you used and that stuff you say. You are have got attitude problem, no sense of responsibility and not reliable. I really got no idea what do you got to take even higher responsibility.

p.s. I think gary will be laughing when he read this. Hey come on man, I am venting my anger, so stop laughing.

If you want my respect, show me that you deserve it, earn it from me. So far I only see you as a clown wearing a business suit, what you are trying to put on will not bring you anywhere if you refuse to change your attitude. Don’t you bloody know what attribution theory is? Go and read it up man, you need it. You keep blaming people and thinks that whatever if happening is due to external factor when the consensus is so high and it is so bloody obvious that it is due to internal factor and YOU are the problem! NOT US! WAKE UP MAN…

If you do not do anything and just sit keeping blaming me, blaming others. It will not bring you ANYWHERE.

I really hate people that keep blaming the whole world but not themselves, they are just losers who don’t admit that they have flaws in them and prevent to be the winner. Is like blaming others for doing too well, just because you couldn’t do well enough.

Someone reminded me of a quote used by Zambri from NCC “Rank is what you wear, respect is what you earn”.

The above message does not pin point anyone of any incident. I am just rounding up my thoughts for thing and people which I have met/experience for the past few days.

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Here's some words Mr.Adrian Sim shared with me 2 months ago, and I would like to share it with you guys.

"Ever heard of the one eye Jack story?

One day, if you realised that everyone in the world has one eye and you are blind, and a genie appeared before you and granted you only one wish, what would you wish for? Everyone to be blind or for you to have two eyes.

There are two ways to make a person look bad. Be better than that person, or create a scenario to make that person appear worse than you. It is up to you to decide."

I personally would choose to be better than that person instead of making that person worse than me. What about you?

Back from camp

2009-04-05T19:15:00.000+08:00

Hey, I am back from camp!

On the first day of camp when I enter the NYP, I saw SIT’s OGLs and got to know that they are having their last day freshman camp, and I was thinking… Huh?! They having their last day of freshman camp when its our first day of OGL camp.

Anyway, the camp is a fun one. Basically the main thing of the camp is games, mass dance and night walk. On the first day we played the team bonding game such as “Dodge ball, pull the tail and so on...” I think Dodge ball is the best and Pull the tail is the worst simply because it is a tiring and violent game.

Learnt the mass dance it’s kind of complicated but still fun. We had our dinner and prepare our team member for the unglam night, what we have to do it dress up a guy and make him look like a “her” with the materials provided. So what happen was that most people was dressed up with only a mini skirt made from garbage bag, an outstanding make-up and a super huge boob!!

After the preparation, we have the competition where the contestant will go on the runway, a catwalk and talent time, all of them uses their talent time to show how vain “heshe” by being sexy and rug their body against the emcee and touching all over. Its damn funny. I got some photo of it, I will upload it soon.

The night walk is cool, because the facilitators all dress up like Halloween party and try to scare the shit out of us, campus. During the night walk you can hear girls screaming from all around the campus. There isn’t a storyline for the night walk, just walking and completing task and each station to get hint in order to get to the next station, the only thing is that you have to beware as you walk around the corner.

That’s roughly our first day of camp.

On the second day of camp, as usual you we have some morning stretch followed by a mass “modified” captain ball game, which I find quite interesting and fun. Not gonna share the details but I believe that my fellow cadet will get to play it soon... HEHEHE…

Followed by breakfast, it is just like LTC. Only 1-2 piece of bread with the option of margarine or kaya and a cup of milo. It is not enough at ALL!! After that was water games, the only thing about is that this camp, the water games involves water but will not get the player entirely wet, just some splash? After that, all the 8 teams had a telematch game, which is the best and the water games comes to an end with everyone getting wet from both the game and the rain, the best thing is that everyone have flour all over their face.

p.s. I swear that flour taste like shit.

After that was lunch and wash up, for the first time, the lunch was great. Then we had some free time to exchange contact and so on, and then we did the mass dance, debriefing + feedback form, prize giving, Last cheer and that marks the end of the camp. Whee…

I will be away

2009-04-03T00:11:00.002+08:00

I am off for camp from 3/4-4/4

Miss me, people.

Enjoy this song while I am away. Darren recommanded it.

Dishwalla - Angels or Devils

Lyrics - Letras :
this is the last time
that I'm ever gonna come here tonight
this is the last time - I will fall
into a place that fails us all - inside

I can see the pain in you
I can see the love in you
but fighting all the demons will take time
it will take time

the angels they burn inside for us
are we ever
are we ever gonna learn to fly
the devils they burn inside of us
are we ever gonna come back down
come around
I'm always gonna worry about the things that could make us cold

this is the last time
that I'm ever gonna give in tonight
are there angels or devils crawling here?
I just want to know what blurs and what is clear - to see

still I can see the pain in you
and I can see the love in you
and fighting all the demons will take time
it will take time

the angels they burn inside for us
are we ever
are we ever gonna learn to fly
the devils they burn inside of us
are we ever gonna come back down - come around
I'm always gonna worry about the things that could break us

if I was to give in - give it up
- and then
take a breath - make it deep
cause it might be the last one you get
be the last one
that could make us cold
you know that they could make us cold
I'm always gonna worry about the things that could make us cold

Rich people's life

2009-03-29T22:29:00.005+08:00

I admit I am bored and got nothing better to do...

Just now I surfed around facebook and saw pictures that amaze me. I understand that people from top schools are mostly rich people, but I didn’t know that they were that rich. I am just sharing what I have seen with you guys.

I have seen people with their classmate at kayaking in their backyard?! SENTOSA SEAFRONT BUNGLOW!

Kayaking at backyard?

Swimming pool at the backyard?
Spot the yatch.

I have also seen pictures of them along with their classmate, well dressed in some kind of hotel function room and I thought was their Prom night, yet the album says “XXX princess sweet sixteen party”.

They have their buffet crew.

Performance?

Not to mention some schools having their prom night party at Suntec and so on…

Sorry that I didn’t post picture of it, because it is really not big deal compared to others.

These rich guys have ton photo of them kissing and hugging other girls, other girls kissing & hugging them. All I can say is… Haiz… Why I am not one of them.

I didn’t post picture of them hugging and kissing, to ensure that their identity is kept secret, because I don't want to invite trouble. But if you want to know, I can show it to you. They are some of my facebook friend.

Although they are rich, but is damn obvious that they are some playboy and underage smokers. In the same situation that happens on middle class family, they will be called "ah bengs", but when it happens on high class family it just seems to be so cool.

Lost handbook

2009-03-29T16:11:00.002+08:00

Currently I am kind of upset, because my CI drills handbook is no where to be found at home.. Haiz.. I guess I misplaced it somewhere? But it is no at home and I couldn't find it in NP room either. My handbook is the only one that was wrap up with plastic cover. Regretted for not writting my name on it.

Complains

2009-03-29T00:41:00.002+08:00

Great. My tagboard is angry with me AGAIN! I guess I will be changing my tagboard soon?

I feel that there is always something that can be done to make our life better. However, nowadays I start to ask myself if it is worth doing it or not, because most of the time, efforts are not recognized or neglected.

I can talk to someone about his/her bad point and help that person change into a better person, but is it worth doing it? Because I know that by doing it, I got to spend a lot of time and effort, not knowing if my effort would pay off or not. In the end, I might be wasting my time being a busybody. Even if things turn out to be better, and your effort is paid off as your inputs have resulted in a positive output. Who will remember you as the one that have make it possible?

Some people are just so inconsiderate that when they do something, they don’t care about how others beside/around him would feel.

Haiz… Life….

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Ayuni> Haha.. Thanks for the complement. However being a good leader or not is not the first thing in my mind. It's the benefit of the unit and cadet that is the first thing in my mind as a CI

Jasmine> Eh.. Initially I even thought of copying the code from ur post and edit abit so that I can post it up, but it seems to be against copyright, so I just linked your post. I am so kind la..

Weishan> I am helping you promote your blogging, so you should pay me advertisement fee.

Gary> I know that my post is kind of lengthy, so just spend some time reading it? Be patient…

Picnic

2009-03-26T17:50:00.002+08:00

Hey guys, I am blogging again. Actually, more of linking other's post. Haha...

So here it is... presenting to you, Weishan's blog and Jasmine's blog.

http://itscontagious-.blogspot.com/2009/03/hot-weathered-yet-fun-picnic.html

http://sunkisses-you.livejournal.com/23018.html

Okay... My job here is done.

Crazy tagboard

2009-03-23T12:59:00.003+08:00

I am kind of mad with my mad tagboard, I cannot tag on it, that's why i cannot reply the tags.

The best thing is, no one is on my banned list. No idea what is going on.

I shall reply it here.

Guys, I will try to link up you guys when I am not so lazy

Ayuni - Why am I crazy? Is it a good thing or bad thing? If I am crazy, I think now my tagboard is insane. I guess my tagboard is angry with me that I have not been tagging for so long. Haiz...

Jasmine - Thanks for helping me test my tagboard, but that only let me know that everyone can tag my tagboard but I cannot tag my own tagboard. Grrrrr.... Yup, finally update. Linking to other's post help to increase their visitor hit and that save me the trouble from blogging it and having to say the same story in my perspective. Hehe...

NP

2009-03-22T23:41:00.000+08:00

I really have to say that I love my cadet, because they just so innocent and looking at them really help me to set my problem aside for a moment, they remind me of my younger time. I guess I am just attached to them. I will always try my very best to correct their mistake, correct their thoughts and character and hope that I can guild them along during their rebellious period.

Yesterday I read Lance’s post and his word set me thinking again and again.

“Perhaps one of the biggest wrong move was being too close to my juniors and that would let them have the audacity to get over your head. And that was what happened. (sec 3)

When you hold certain positions and you don't carry yourself worthy of that post you make yourself look stupid. Very very stupid. And then the respect that you deserve, you don't get.

In Sec 4, the year perhaps i matured a little bit but it sure as hell made loads of difference. I become more of a no nonsense guy in NCC and got on the bad books of the slackers in the unit as they were used to the joker that was in sec 3.”

I treated my cadet like my friends, my buddy and even like my brothers/sisters. It is true that you should be serious with them, so that they will not climb over your head and obey to you; however the bad thing is that, when they have any problem, they will not seek for your advice anymore. However if you treat them like friend, they might override your authority, negotiate with your about your decision and disobey your instruction, in exchange, your get a bunch of loyal cadet and as time goes on they will obey you not because of what you are but because of respect.

I still remember that Leon said, a leader fail when their follower doesn’t turn to them anymore, hope that I am still doing the right thing and I am still on the right track. Hehe..

I guess I will let things be until if things get out of control then I will do something to it? Because my notes says that a leadership style depends on situation? Haha…

Summary

2009-03-22T22:57:00.002+08:00

Guys, I am here to blog. It has been more than 1 month since I last blog?

I will not blog about what I have done for the whole month but just a brief summary and I will refer you guys to various to blog better understand what I have done.

I stop blogging ever since my exam, I guess I am trying very hard to study that’s why I didn’t blog then and eventually I lost the drive to continue blogging, perhaps I am just too lazy?

During the holiday

• I went for LTC camp
• I got my result
• I went for Chalets
• I attend BBQ
• I went for kayaking
• spend time slacking with “US”
• played badminton with “US”
• I company the cadet to Bedok Town Park for race
• I go back to secondary school for NPCC on most of the Friday
• Watched KYLE XY season 1 -3
• Watched Knight Rider
• Played facebook game
• Chat with my bro
• Attended Serangoon Secondary School’s Musical Night
• Receive Invitation from Serangoon Secondary School to go for Speech Day 2009

Forgive me for my laziness; ask me for more details of these activities, I am more than willing to share.

RESULT
Here’s my result, I am proud of it.

Last semester I got a GPA of 2.1
This semester I got a GPA of 3.5
My current GPA is 2.833, Improved by 0.733

I got into Director's List for Semester 2 2008/2009

LTC

http://ashhot.wordpress.com/2009/03/08/leadership-training-camp-2009/

NPCONCC’s CHALET

http://rygaoen.livejournal.com/71531.html

http://itscontagious-.blogspot.com/2009/03/npconcc-chalet-3.html

BEDOK TOWN PARK CROSS COUNTRY RACE

http://srs-npcc.blogspot.com/2009/03/bedok-view-inter-unit-cross-country.html

http://srs-npcc.blogspot.com/2009/03/just-for-laugh-kuso.html

SLACKING TIME WITH “US”

http://rygaoen.livejournal.com/71902.html

http://rygaoen.livejournal.com/67933.html

2009-02-15T18:00:00.001+08:00

Maybe it's me or what...

but I just heard this song from 987fm while studying for tommorow's paper... I thought it is awesome...

Boys Like Girl - Let Go

2009-01-19T01:06:00.003+08:00

Guys, please remind me to study when you see me or talk to me on msn.

I just can't get down to work! Today I tried to be productive, I wrote notes for 1 chapter, prepare my speech for later's presentation, do some NP stuff then I wasted 2 hours watching IP MAN, too good to be missed.

Fall asleep in the cooling afternoon, at night busy busy busy with presentation. Haiz... tried to study, but attempt FAILED.

Too many distractions... Haha...

MUST STUDY !!! try~

2009-01-14T00:33:00.003+08:00

Exam timetable is out!!

Beside my busy tight projects dateline to meet and upcoming test... Exam is coming as well!!Gosh!!

Statistic ICA2(14/1) [Test]
Accounting For Assests ICA2(15/1) [Test]
Principle of Mangement (19/1) [Prentation]
Econ proj(20/1) [Proj submission +presentation]

Personal Sharepoint (22/1) [Proj submission + presentation]
Effective Oral Com (30/1) [Proj submission +presentation]
Group Sharepoint (5/2) [Proj submission +presentation]

I guess, I will not be attending any np training from 14/1 (now) till 23/2? Which means the next training I will be attending is 27/2? Haiz... Miss me people... one and a half months....

Holiday from 24/2 to 19/4.... Woah... Yes arh....

2009-01-12T20:23:00.000+08:00

Guys, I am very heavy hearted now. Nothing can be worse than seeing people around you crying?

Today went back to sec sch to witness my brother collect their O lvl result? I was joking that I shall go back and see those student cry when they get their result, however when this happen on my brother, I am really very upset for them. Haiz… Besides that, as usual, some broke into tears while the rest into laughter. Hope that everything will be alright?

Hope that in year 2010 when I witness Yanto collect his O lvl result, it will be a pleasant one.

Looking at that face on my brother really makes me……. Haiz…. Speechless

2009-01-08T23:48:00.001+08:00

This is super awesome and scary....

2009-01-03T01:08:00.001+08:00

guys... Look at the last scene of this video...

2009-01-01T22:48:00.002+08:00

I am getting sick of this blog, I look at SRS NPCC's blog... It is so damn nice and make me jealous while my blog just look so messy and look like shit. Haiz...

I am proud with the blog that I set-up, the one I build up with my heart and soul. I set-up every single Tag and Attribute in that blog okay... Dun pray pray....

Looking at this blog really make me feel damn sick... But I am damn lazy to change the blog skin.

2009-01-01T22:39:00.002+08:00

Okay, the lazy blogger is here to blog.

I am damn lazy to blog, but it’s a new year!!

NYE, actually plan to do countdown with NPCONCC, but last minute everyone back out. I thought I will be staying at home to spend my boring NYE like how I spend my Xmas Eve. Luckily my brother called up and asked me to join them for countdown.

It’s my first time counting down with my brothers (excluding Darren), I asked Jolene to come along with Yaping, because Jolene wants to watch the fireworks. Meeting up with Jolene was a disaster. I went to Marina with Isyanto and Co, so I have to meet up with Jolene when they arrive.

The background noise is a killer and Jolene’s poor description of her location is killing. She told me she is on the road, she is opposite the Esplanade. So I end up going to the roadside looking for her when she is on the road that is ON THE BRIDGE!! I told her that telling me that she is opposite Esplanade is like telling me that she is opposite the moon, it doesn’t tell the precise location right?

Anyway, there isn’t any countdown, because no one is counting. We were informed that it was New Year when the first firework was shooting into the sky. (Weishan, like what I told you. We did not countdown, we are only watch at the firework). The firework is awesome; it’s pretty worthwhile to make the trip there.

Anyway, after the firework, squeeze our way to a open area and rest while waiting for the phone line to be not so congested. So that we can contact Emmeric and CO as well as Yonglin and Co. In the end me along with Bryan and Co, send Jolene and Yaping to Kelvin and Louis respectively (just kidding)so that they can fetch the girls home, then we head back to look for Isyanto and Co.

Slacked around till3pm+, they wanted to take cab back home but the taxi stand’s queue is super long. So they went to Hotel’s taxi stand and road side to try their luck. In the end, all of them went home leaving me, Bryan and Isyanto. We did not want to take cab because we are not in a rush to get back home and we do not want to waste that money? So we hang around and chit chats till the first train arrives. It’s great to spend time with your brothers just by chit chatting.

Oh, we actually walked our way from Marina to Plaza Singapura, as we have a lot of time left and also because that this make it easier for us as we won’t have to change MRT line again when the first train arrive.

When I got off the first train at Seng Kang, I actually saw Hakim and Co getting out of the MRT station as well, I am just too tired to greet them, so I just raise up my hand to acknowledge that I saw them, then I make my way back home.

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Year 2009, turning 18. Haiz…

New Year Resolution (Bryan asked me this when I am watching at the firework, I asked him not to disturb when I am admiring the firework and anyway, I won’t be able to come out with any at that point of time.)

Here it goes...

Get a Car/Bike licence.
Work harder and earn a better GPA score
Hope that my realationship with NPCONCC, Brothers, Cadets and Poly friends can get better
Hope that I can have more time to do what I want to do
Do the SRS NPCC Unit proud in the year 2009, it might be the last time I am able to put in my heart and soul for the unit, I want to repay the unit and set another milestone in the unit/my CI-ship.
Get over this financial crisis soon, it will be better if I can become a rich family's son overnight. (I mean I hope that my parents can become rich, not change a family)

2008-12-23T08:58:00.003+08:00

Guys.... go Youtube and search for this series of video... It is damn damn hilarious...

Gaki No Tsukai - Dont Laugh in High School

2008-12-19T11:41:00.003+08:00

I would like to announce that I am broke, so if you want to offer me a treat to the movie, a meal and so on… Please do not hesitate, now is the chance to do so… You can call 9xxx8846 or e-mail to wongsh1991@hotmail.com to make your booking with me.

If you just recalled that you have forgotten to give me my birthday present, and you wanted to pay back... Feel free to do so... I don't mind a belated one... same... just give me a mail or a call.. I will be right there...

Your offer will not be wasted, because every cent spends on me, you are building on my happiness... haha...

But guys, I am really broke... Haiz... I even pushed away the job offer because of the pile of projects and the tight schedule that I am having.

2008-12-19T11:33:00.002+08:00

Remarkable event so far…

December Unit Camp - I am proud to say that I made the very first campfire in Serangoon Secondary School with the aid of the Officers and Instructors and my cadets are all very happy with the camp. The camp was rated 8/10 on average. Haha... I am in love with the big family.

Kayaking – learnt “row”, I am burnt.

Area 7 CI chalet – Had lots of fun with the CIs, although we all know that alot of them is leaving, no matter what. I believe that we enjoyed our time there?

I just don’t feel like elaborating on those events, I guess I am just too lazy and tired to do so?

Even though the ICA 1 just marks an end with the 2 weeks holiday, however the end of this 2 week holiday signify the start of ICA 2, which means the submission of 2 project and 3 test would come right after the holiday.

3 weeks after the ICA 2 would be the EXAM and followed by the holiday which means the end of my poly year 1.

Excluding the school examination and events, I still have NPCC, the planning of the Secondary 1 CCA Orientation to follow up. Currently, I am working on the Unit’s blog, feel free to visit if you want to, but it is still under construction. http://srs-npcc.blogspot.com

I just need a holiday that allows me to slack at home and rest for a few days? Haha…

2008-11-22T18:18:00.001+08:00

Yesterday was a normal day with the usual lesson and classmate.

After lesson ends, most of us find a place and settle down and continue with our Web Application-Research Project, while some of them started working on the Statistic Project. We work until around 6pm, and then the In-charge said he want to lock up the room already, that is when we leave the place?

I have to admit that the project is a tough one and it is a killer, the submission date is on the coming Thursday(27/11/08), but until now it is still in a mess, as the deadline is drawing nearer, the pressure is getting stronger, and sometime I really feel like giving up. Kind of dishearten when you feel that, no matter how hard you try, you will never goanna make it. Haiz..

After I left the school compound, I head to the KFC near AMK hub to wait for the arrival of Lance and Co, I thought there will be quite a handful of people coming for the gathering, but in end up most of them give it a miss. End up, the pathetic 5 of us had our dinner together. Although the number of people who turn up was kind of disappointing, but NPCONCC is still as fun as usual. The quantity might vary, but the quality will never change.

Overall, everything was great.

I guess I am going to enjoy this weekend despite of the upcoming exams and camp. Do you know that for many months, this is the first weekend which I do not have any programme, and it feels great. Because I can finally take some rest, slack and do some revision.

Another reason is because that, things seems to be getting back to normal. Once a brother, always a brother… It is good to know that, our brotherhood still remain unchanged and it is great to go through those same old routine which we used to make and those same old shit which we used to do.

Regarding, the camp… I am glad that I have a pool of outstanding instructor, colleague and friends who is always willing to help me.

The Officers are sharing my burden. Instructors like Jolene and Wei Shan agreed to help out in the camp, even though the following week is their exam. Leon and Ignatius are helping me to follow up with the camp proposals.

Kenneth help me to solve the camp problems which are surfacing, even though he have his studies and unit to worry about, he never fail to lend me a helping hand whenever I need his help. All I can say is, Kenneth is a great brother, I only get to know him during my CI course, when we were having CI ATC, he was my group mate and that gave us the chance to interact for only 4d3n, yet he is willing to help me till such extend.

Exams, all I can say is… It is only 10%... But I will still try my best, I am trying to push my stress level to the lowest and hope that I can enjoy the process of this happening month.

The time left to complete the projects are kind of short and with 2 projects’ deadline clashing the exam period, I do not have the confidence that we will be able to wrap it up nicely, but I will still try my best to at least hit all the minimum requirement of the project?

People, take care and good luck for the upcoming exam
Wish me luck too…

P.s. We can make it through the rain; we can stand up once again…

2008-11-21T11:23:00.002+08:00

My lazy bone just doesn’t get me to work!!

I knew that I have my tutorials and projects to be completed and revision have to be done, but it seems like I just can’t get my body to work…

So many tasks could have been done if I am hard working enough. Sometime, the piles of task to be completed just kind of turn me off from work. I do not have the thrust to keep me moving, I guess I just need some motivation and someone to monitor me? Haha…

I am a LAZY guy…

2008-11-19T23:03:00.002+08:00

Sometime, I really wonder what make took away my interest for blogging.

Here are some of the reason I can think of

• After knowing that there are strangers reading my blog, I feel uncomfortable about it and stop blogging

• I can’t blog anything about NPCC, because I feel that my comments and thoughts are “Top Secret” (Is it true?) I guess if this is a private blog, criticizes will starts to appear

• ~~My life is not longer interesting for me to blog about~~

• Stop blogging give me more things to talk about myself, as I can start talking about my experience which YOU do not know. I guess most of the blogger out that will receive those “Oh, I know. I read that from your blog” kind of feeling. Feel so transparent

• I am not good with words

• Too busy with studies, CCAs and friends?

You shall decide then….

For you:
I really hate smoker, the closer we are, and the more I mind about it. However if you choose to go ahead, then… I would close one eye and leave it at the back of my mind, because that would make me feel better. I have to admit that you are one of those who I value the most, but it really upset me when I look at who you are now, I give you my words that if this continues, I will go to the extreme and hunt you down.

If you have the guts to tell me that you MIGHT pick up smoking, then I guess you should have the courage to quit it, or maybe brave enough to face the consequence. Like what I say, I will do anything to bring you down. If I have to...

2008-11-18T19:08:00.001+08:00

From 14/11-16/11 I actually attended the Camp Diamond, a leadership camp organize by the Student Union.

The first day we report at 6.30pm, drag all the way until around 8pm then we begin some ice breaking… blah blah blah… Went to east coast for night walk, walked all the way to change beach..

Second day, boring kayaking session followed by a campfire

Last day, we had a mass water game and that’s all

Sad to say that the camp programme is abit disappointing, I expected much more than all these. It was said to be a leadership camp, but I don’t see any activity that drills our leadership quality. Luckily, the people there is fantastic.

Some feedback, the camp is not really well organized.

I think they should have a protocol for the games station master and follow it closely, so it will not result in a different standard for every group and the chaotic. Another factor might be due to lack of communication between the game master and game station IC?

Before every event begin, the campers were kept waiting and doing nothing, I know it is unavoidable, but perhaps someone can entertain the campers by giving them a brief introduction of what would be going on later or get YY/TY to do some cheer with the campers to keep the spirit there?

I really wonder, why we have to transport here and there; perhaps we can cut down on unnecessary transportation? I find it stupid if we go all the way to Dairy Farm just for that campfire.

They did set the tone for the camp, but they did not follow closely throughout the camp, and also the facilitator and the camp commander doesn’t seems to be humming the same tune, this give me a impression that they are not working as a team, hence I feel that the direction and tone of the camp is not clear.

Updates

2008-11-04T12:26:00.002+08:00

I guess it has been a long time since I last update my blog?

I have been….
Busy with school work (Tutorial, Project and Test)
Busy with NPCC (Camp proposals, Sec 1 Orientation)

Spending some weekends kayaking, and that left with me with not much time for school work, I hope that I can squeeze out more time for kayaking and even rock climbing. Haiz…

Maybe, another reason for not blogging is because I lost interest in blogging, kind of tired of it. I can still live without blogging as long as I still have someone I can talk to?

It is still the same old shit, same old problem
-Problem with Classmate
-Problem with Project work/team
-Problem with Cadet
-Problem with Brother

So… Tiring…

If everyone can be responsible, that would help solve my problem? DO YOU KNOW THAT YOUR IRRESPONSIBILTY BECAME OTHERS’ RESPONSIBILITY?

When you decide to be irresponsible, have you ever spare a thought for others? Have you ever thought that someone might have to be responsible and answer for YOUR irresponsibility? Haiz…

If you are having your holiday and yet you can’t accomplish the task, then you expect me, someone who is schooling and busy with school work to complete it?

If you have your commitment and you can’t be bothered with the work, how can you expect me to get it done? I guess everyone has their own commitment? So what makes you special?

2008-11-04T12:26:00.001+08:00

1, 2, 3, 4 - Plain White T's

Give me more lovin' than I've ever had,
Make it all better when I'm feelin' sad,
Tell me that I'm special even when I know I'm not,
Make it feel good when I hurt so bad, Barely gettin' mad,
I'm so glad I found you; I love bein' around you.

You make it easy, it's easy as 1,2- 1,2,3,4
There's only 1 thing 2 do 3 words 4 you- (I love you) I love you
There's only 1 way 2 say those 3 words and that's what I'll do-(I love you)
I love you.

Give me more lovin' from the very start,
Piece me back together when I fall apart,
Tell things you never even tell your closest friends-
Make it feel good when I hurt so bad, Best I that I've had,
I'm so glad I found you, I love bein' around you.

You make it easy, it's easy as 1,2- 1,2,3,4
There's only 1 thing 2 do 3 words 4 you- (I love you) I love you
There's only 1 way 2 say those 3 words and that's what I'll do- (I love you)
I love you.
(I love you) I love you.

You make it easy, it's easy as 1,2- 1,2,3,4
There's only 1 thing 2 do 3 words 4 you- (I love you) I love you
There's only 1 way 2 say those 3 words and that's what I'll do-(I love you)
I love you.

2008-10-07T00:21:00.001+08:00

Annocement: My new timetable sucks to the core.

TIME	MONDAY	TUESDAY	WEDNESDAY	THURSDAY	FRIDAY	SATURDAY
0900 - 0950	WEEK 1-17 BM0016 TUTMD PMgmt D.304 SBM *REBECCAY		WEEK 1-17 BM0012 TUTMD SMthd D.305 SBM *TERESAC
1010 - 1100	WEEK 1-17 BM0016 TUTMD PMgmt D.304 SBM *REBECCAY	WEEK 1-17 BM0016 LEC01 PMgmt LTD-1 SBM WINNIELIE	WEEK 1-17 BM0012 TUTMD SMthd D.305 SBM *TERESAC	WEEK 1-17 BM0702 LABMD INTWEB B.405 SBM *TANBS	WEEK 1-17 BM0701 TUTMD EffCOM D.306 SBM CHANSWK
1110 - 1200	WEEK 1-17 BM0701 TUTMD EffCOM D.304 SBM CHANSWK	WEEK 1-17 BM0016 LEC01 PMgmt LTD-1 SBM WINNIELIE		WEEK 1-17 BM0702 LABMD INTWEB B.405 SBM *TANBS	WEEK 1-17 BM0701 TUTMD EffCOM D.306 SBM CHANSWK
1205 - 1255	WEEK 1-17 BM0701 TUTMD EffCOM D.304 SBM CHANSWK		WEEK 1-17 BM0012 LEC01 SMthd LTD-4 SBM EDDIEY	WEEK 1-17 BM0702 LABMD INTWEB B.405 SBM *TANBS
1300 - 1350		WEEK 1-17 BM0007 TUTMD MicroE D.306 SBM *SOHGH	WEEK 1-17 BM0012 LEC01 SMthd LTD-4 SBM EDDIEY		WEEK 1-17 BM0007 LEC01 MicroE LTD-4 SBM PUARLS
1400 - 1450		WEEK 1-17 BM0007 TUTMD MicroE D.306 SBM *SOHGH		WEEK 1-17 BM0002 LEC01 AFA LTD-4 SBM JOWENAN	WEEK 1-17 BM0007 LEC01 MicroE LTD-4 SBM PUARLS
1510 - 1600				WEEK 1-17 BM0002 LEC01 AFA LTD-4 SBM JOWENAN
1610 - 1700				WEEK 1-17 BM0002 TUTMD AFA D.315 SBM JOWENAN
1710 - 1800				WEEK 1-17 BM0002 TUTMD AFA D.315 SBM JOWENAN

Timetable released on 07-OCT-2008 00:00:00

Last amended on 03-OCT-2008 15:17:31

2008-10-04T19:37:00.000+08:00

2008-09-07T10:13:00.002+08:00

Sorry for leaving my blog to rot, but I am seriously busy since after exam ends.

I will now just do a brief update and followed by some detailed one.

Exam ends on the 21/9, then I went for Pulau Ubin for Atc from 22/9 - 24/9.

Took a break on the 25/9-27/9 to recover from the camp, then I started working on the 28/9(Thur).

Working hours are like, 10.30am to 10pm, and my working place is at Expo, so I have to wake up around one and a half hour earlier because the journey itself will take up around 45min, same for the journey back home, by the time I reach home, it is already damn late and tiring for me to blog.

On 29/9 - 31/9 took leave!! 29/9 went back to school, supposing I am there to visit some of my teacher and catch up with some of my friends, but I end up spending my whole day in NP room having some meeting. GREAT....

30/9-31/9 went for kayaking course, so now I got another proficiency! For more details, visit Gary’s blog.

1/9-6/9 working days, 1/9 and 5/9 I working at datapluse which is a factory that packs Xbox game, the rest of the days I worked at Expo again. At datapulse, get to know Jiajia, get to know her on the first day of work, however the following days I took of, so I was back on my work on Friday again.

On Friday itself, I told Jiajia that I am going to quit the job and her reaction is like "wa lao, you might as well don't come, let me get use to talking with those auntie". haha!!

Today, I am finally taking a break. Oh, Today is the last day of Expo’s John little mega sale, I was informed that after Expo, we will shift to Vivocity, so I might be working at Vivo from 16/9-29/9.

2008-08-26T13:12:00.004+08:00

Here's some photo of the ATC...

Morning PT..

I call this the S.W.A.T team... They are ready for the wet actitivies which turn out to be canceled due to heavy rain.

Weishan... Look.... Cute me...

I call this the party contigent, they wear the same shirt because they are from the same school, then they hold the ground sheet together, don't they look like some national day flag contigent that brings in the flag ?

Zhiyu and Joanna talking to the campers

As the rain goes on for 3 days, while the cadet are planning for their campfire performance, that's where we are and that's what we do... Slack...

I guess jolene is just posting for some shot? She said she is going to transfer from SRJC to NYP school of business! She is becoming my junior soon... haha...
Guess what, instructor is still talking about the performance when everyone is already sitted. Who to blame, we are just too busy.
In case you haven met shenn, our external CI from Holy innocent, the one on the right is her.

Area 7 Atc, Sec 2 side Instructors

Congrats Sebas for getting the Best Male camper..

2008-08-14T02:51:00.000+08:00

Here’s just a brief update on what I have been doing for the past few days.
If you noticed, I am counting down to exams!

[Tomorrow][Econ]
[3 more days][Statistic]
[4 more days][Marketing]
[6 more days][POA]
[7 more days][ATC/HOLIDAY]

Stress is also my motivation, the higher the level of stress, the more motivated I am. Because I am one of those who will only study for the sake of studying, so when I get to know and feel that exam is drawing nearer, then I will start studying. Haha…

I have been writing notes, a lot a lot of notes. I am personally felt that I am the kinesthetic learner, so only by writing or doing, I will get to learn.

On Tuesday and Wednesday, I have been chatting with Kenneth until late at night, around 2am+ near 3am? The conversation always starts off with something about NPCC, he is my advisor and I get to learn a lot of things from him, because we are from different unit and we often culture exchange thing?

Every unit has a different way of doing things and it is up to you to figure out the best way? During the conversation, it does inspire me, so I came out with new ideas which I think would benefit the unit. Even when I am studying marketing I think of the unit, some of my new ideas come from marketing concept.

Things like, marketing concept, understand your customer and satisfy their need/wants?

Customer’s loyalty?

Level of product, which consist of core benefits, actual product, augmented product? From there I came out with the idea of transforming the unit into a higher level… haha… That was why today I find that Marketing starts to interest me… HEHE… Realise that NPCC have always been using the selling concept and if I am able to imply marketing concept, it might works and help to solve the attendance problem.

Sorry if you do not understand what I am talking about, I am just being random.

So after talking to Kenneth about NPCC, and as the conversation goes on, we will start to talk about our life and anything under the sun. It is great to understand and have another great brother to chat with.

During this stressful exam period, chatting is the best way to relief? Sometime I will also side track from studies and do some planning for NPCC, something I can never refrain myself from. That’s where my interest? When I switch my mindset to NPCC, I will never fail to disturb Joanna regarding the upcoming ATC, then check with the NCO about this and that.

Haiz… Great time spent, looking forward to life after exam… Hope it would be great!!

ATC!!
NPCC!!

2008-08-11T20:58:00.003+08:00

Yesterday, I revised and went a jog? then... I revise again..

Today, I revise

Tommorow, I going to revise

The day after tommorow, I have to revise

Thur, Revise

Fri, EXAM!!

That's my plan for the week... Not to mention, next following week is all about revision...
I do not have to go school anymore, so all I do is stay at home, and stare ay my lecture notes and engrave every single piece of info into my brain...

Haiz... I hate studying!! I can't focus!! It is hard for me to just sit down and study for HOURS...

2008-08-10T10:32:00.002+08:00

I guess I am in deep trouble!

I hardly start on my revision yet!

1 more day to National Camp! sad to say, I am tied down by exams.
4 more days to Econ paper
8 more days to Statistic paper
9 more days to Principle of Marketing paper
11 more days to Principle of Accounting paper
11.5 more days to HOLIDAY!!
12 more days to ATC!!

I am now rushing for revision... Bye...

2008-08-09T13:29:00.003+08:00

Today the air is filled with LOVE…

I got no idea why, but I am just happy? Haha..

Anyway, I forgot to mention that on Friday, after the NDP training, I slacked with my 3 NCO in the NP room, listing out the things to be done.

After that I went slacking with Darren and Bryan? It has been a long time since I spend time with them? If I am not wrong, ever since I graduate then I have yet spent any time with them?

It feels great to spend some quality time with my bros, because with them around, there is nothing to worry about. They are people who understand me the best, we Joke around, fool around, and the best thing is for me to disturb them.

Although we will find that, we do not have any more common topic to talk about, and find it hard to keep a conversation going, but I guess we know that, no matter what, something still remains unchanged, and that is, bro still remains as bro. Bryan’s quote “Once a bro, always a bro”.

Okay… after all the blah blah black sheep…

TODAY IS NATIONAL DAY!! Happy 43th Birthday to SINGAPORE!!

That’s all for the day

List of companies/companion which I would always remember:

CIBTC’J08 (Alpha & Nova) (especially “sayang”, xiao di & lao da)
SSS NPCC LAND UNIT (NCOs & fellow cadet)
NCC Bros (Darren & co)
NPCONCC/ZooFac (3 / 4years and still counting)
Sec 4 squad of 2007 (5 years and still counting)
4EB class of 2007 (The class that stay back for almost every day to get our HW done)
MK0804 (new bunch of friends)

Love you guys
Sign out..
Study time…

2008-08-08T21:03:00.002+08:00

Here' some photo taken during yesterday's full dress rehersal.
NCC guys wasn't around, so some of them was in their position. =)

Today nothing much, only had a 2 hour lesson?

Anyway, today is my last day of school!!

Holiday!!

Only have to go back school on the

15/8 - Econ

18/8 - Stats

19/8 - POM

21/8 - POA
to take my semester exam. Haiz...

2008-08-06T21:27:00.002+08:00

Like what I predicted in the afternoon, I am too lazy to study.

So... again, I wasted one day. Today, spend my time to polish my button, reason? Tommorow will be the first time I am going to take training in FULL U as a CI, and reason why I am putting in so many effort, is because I am going to put inside NP room after wearing it.. Hahaha..

Nothing else bah?

Anyway, ADI a.k.a "sayang" going to National Camp to help out soon? Haiz... How i wish that it did not land on my exam period, so that I can go for it.

This is the second time I missed National Camp. Regrets...

The next time will be...2010? Which will be my LAST chance, as it would be by 3rd year of poly(last year of service), hope that it would not land on my exam period... AGAIN...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to... SHUYUE !!!

2008-08-06T14:20:00.002+08:00

Last Thursday, 31st July, MK0804 finally make it for our very last Formal presentation!! That was our 6th presentation in formal clothing, not including those infromal presentation? So, if you are interested in business course, start preparing yourself for presentation?

First step will be, start buying more formal clothing!

Happy Belated 18th Birthday to Hui Ling! You are the first who got the whole class to sing Happy Birthday song arh?

Last Friday 1st August, it's my CCA day! headed back to Seranggon Secondary School to overlook to the National Day parade?

Along with me, was NDP Instructor Lance Lim Wei Jian, former CSM of Serangoon Secondary NCC Land Unit. Haha..

So, overall, the parade looks fine, but if we were to magnify the parade, I think we will have big problems? I guess, we need more time and they need more training?

Happy Belated Birthday to Aaron Philip Lim Jian Hui!
Congratulations!
Hope that it would be everlasting! (2 out of 4) Haiz...

Last Saturday 2nd August, along with other Area 7’s CIs, we went to Pulau Ubin for recce, had lots of fun with them? Everything ended at around 3pm, and then we headed back home, to rest... Hopefully the Area 7 ATC (22/8-24/8) will turn out to be a success?

Last Sunday 3rd August, I went to Climb Asia for Rock Climbing, so now I am a certified Level 1 Sports Climber.

Anyway, if you are interested to go for rock climbing, can ask me along!

Monday, nothing much but lessons?

Stayed back in school to practice my Excel and that’s all?

Yesterday had our excel test, Initially I am glad that I am able to do every question, but then…I started to regret when I get to know that I failed to read the instruction clearly, and applied a wrong approach, that goes my 8 marks. The reason why I am upset is because I know HOW TO DO, but I use the wrong approach! DAMN IT. Haiz...

O.S. So far Don top for almost all the subject, and I can’t believe that he was once a NT student. (random)

Today, nothing much but both lesson ended 1 hour earlier? So I only had 2 hours of lesson for the whole day? Reached home at around 1pm? And here I am.. blogging.

I MUST study!! I always tell myself that I have to study, but so far, I have never done any revision! I am always so LAZY!! I have a tendency to sleep on my comfy bed..

2008-07-31T11:06:00.003+08:00

I was searching for acoustic song, and I found this..

Not supporting paramore, but they seems to be a great band with an amazing lead singier..

crush crush crush

Pressure

2008-07-31T10:44:00.004+08:00

Now I am having the most boring tutorial, Macroeconomic, I was surfing the net, and found interesting video and I am here to share.

Gimme More- comments say that he sing better than britney, and I agree to a certain extend..

For some of his music...
Please visit http://www.myspace.com/davidchoimusic, the song "love" is awesome too..

2008-07-27T20:56:00.002+08:00

Let me summaries my week.

Monday, submitted our Macroeconomic Report and had our Statistic test, I hope it is alright? I think most of the time I am filling in rubbish? Haiz…

Tue, Handed in Business software project, nothing much about it?

Wed and Thur was nothing?

Friday, it was my birthday?
The first celebration come from the “Nuts”, I was shock from the celeberation! Seriously, this was the first time I was surprised from a surprise! I was shock because, they brought in a cake, singing birthday song in the middle of the lecture? As mention, it is a lecture with all the 4 MK classes..

After lesson went back to school for NPCC, check out the progress of the NDP then went on to the games day preparation, we simply had fun playing? Mr.Mus asked the instructor to form a floor ball team and VS the junior. We played like some childish cadet?

Followed by a birthday song from the Unit, and that mark the day.

Sat, went for tent pitching at Pulau Ubin, kind of surprise to see some of my Poly friend there? At there, we also happen to saw one of the Ch8 artist with his family?

Another day with lot of fun with J08! We actually set up 120 Tents!!

Firstly, had lots of fun with Michelle, because of all those childish act we had.
Secondly, with Sayang’s companion, how can it be boring?

The only thing is that, Xiuhao and Kenneth wasn’t around? DIdn’t manage to catch up with them, that is the only regret. Haiz..

Anyway, here is a List of people who I want to wish a HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY.

20/7 – XiuHao (Lao Da)
21/7 - Dad
22/7 - Sis
24/7 – Bryan Lim
25/7 – Wuzhen & ME

2008-07-20T21:56:00.001+08:00

It has been 6 days since I last blog, let me do an overall update...

As usual, busy with project, study for test, and go down to serangoon sec for NP?
On Friday I actually have a POA test; it shouldn’t be a problem passing since I got my account receivable thingy balanced? Just hoping that I would be able to do well?

Then on the week days, I have been busying with the Macroeconomic’s project... It is a torture!! We meet up almost every day for this whole week, just to get it done, even today! A SUNDAY!!

Thanks god, finally we got it done, hope that our effort pays off, because today I went to do projects with a fever.

The night before, I already feel that my body is damn hot, but the thermometer shows 36.2? So I thought, it shouldn’t be a problem, but today, when I woke up… IT IS 38.3!! I got no choice, but still have to go for project meet up because we have to hand it in by tomorrow. Haiz…

Despite with a fever of 38.3, later I still have to study for Statistic, because tomorrow I am having a test!!

21/7-Hand in macroeconomic project
21/7 – Statistics ICA 2
22/7 – Hand in Business Software project
24/7 – Macroeconomic Presentation
28/7 – hand in effective writing report
29/7 – Business Software Presentation
31/7 - Effective writting presentation
5/8 – Business Software ICA2
11/8 – Semester break/Study Week
15/8 – Macroeconomic Semester Test
18/8 – Statistic Semester Test
19/8 – Principle Of Marketing Semester Test
21/8 – Principle of Accounting Semester Test
22/8 - HOLIDAY!!
22/8–24/8 ATC!

2008-07-14T20:40:00.002+08:00

I am sorry for not being able to upadte my blog that often anymore, I am really tied down by Projects and upcoming Test and Final Exam...

My last post I only left 2 sensentence? I wanted to blog about it, but seems like I do not have the time? I have photos on the recce which I want to blog about, and also last friday, I had a presentation, which are photos are still in the CAMERA!! I am so busy that yet have anytime to extract them to my com.

Last week I spend the whole week trying to get the Marketing presentation cum report to be done? This week... It is Econ!!

It is ENDLESS!!

Last sat I went for ATC meeting again, then saw Kelvin Song along my way.. Quite a interesting meeting, saw those familiar faces. Few years back, those people there are my instructor but now we are sitting together planning for ATC?

After the meeting at Monfort, we actually had some fun? Some of them were playing pool, table tennis and so on?

hahaha... I would futher elaborate it when I got the time to blog about it. after that was steamboat at Jasmine's house? Thanks for everything...

I am really packed... But I am still trying to make myself more packed... haha...

2008-07-07T01:35:00.000+08:00

Sat - MeetingS
Sun- Hiking